Connection

I work everyday
I tweet everyday
I read hackernews, reddit, ytb
I have a lot of information about ppl shared
I have a lot of games to play
I have a lot of journals to track my life
I write followed by thoughts
I think whenever I am bored
I have memory of past and expection of future
I am afraid of losing
I am regretful about lost
I am happy with creative curious area
I am resist about I will die
I can’t change
I can’t be perfect
I will have regretful things
I will be normal
I will lose my favourite precious
I will become old
I will think of 20 years ago
I will forget sins and pain
I will be forgotten
I maybe cant figure out who I am
I maybe have wasted a lot of my time
I maybe never have a determination to make a life change
I wish I could have a nice family
I wish I dont need to worry about money
I wish I could have a stable relationship
I wish I could control my own time
I wish I could have a perfect body
I wish I am angel
I wish I live in a world without pain
give the fuck of what I wish
I just need to accept now
endless accept proves i am a mature adult
even its ridiculous
maybe i just a coward
maybe I was wrong
maybe …
I will die
I will die with some holes