I have no pressure
I have no expection of future
I have no regret of past
I have no misunderstanding around ppl
I don’t need to take a huge change of my life
I don’t have accident
I am not unhealthy
I don’t need to do what I don’t want to do
I take care of myself
I drink water with a half a bottle
I eat full from food
I finish working without any effort
I control all in my own hand I guess
I feel safety
I wanna read the books I am wip
I wanna log the feelings of peace
I wanna make actions based on feedback
I am alive now
I feel super good
I am not driven by lure or desire
just do something chilling
and I could have feedback on what i am doing
I know I am doing what’s not been hated by myself
Im listening relaxing and souling music
make me feel relaxed and at home
I feel now I don’t need to pursue more
I feel I alrealy own the best in the world
I know this is a short-time happy time
I know everything will get wrong in someway in some day
I know I could lose control of anything that is important to me
I know I will make mistake
I know I will die someday
I know I am just a normal human that has some chilling time now